kiss? fight?

you can choose not to do this alone.
you can choose to depend on someone.

ah... i've just finished a japanese drama series...beauty or the best ; kiss? or fight?...well... i'm so glad that my first japanese drama after such a long break is THIS good!

right...since i seldom get to see really wonderful dramas nowadays.. i'm going to spend some time on this... bear with me.. or go somewhere elsE!

here it goes.. well.. takamiya makoto(matsushima nanako) is a harvard graduate... working as a high-fly tv news producer in the united states... she's been employed by jbc(japan broadcasting channel) to salvage the rock-bottom ratings of the station's evening news. well.. so now's she's back.. and everyone just hates her because of the way she works... she's bossy and totally domineering.

at the same time... a variety programme producer, nagase hiromi(fukuyama masaharu... oh my god.. looking so good), who happens to be a childhood sweetheart of takamiya(which didn't work out then) got transferred there as well. his aloofness at first really makes things worse.. but.. my god.. u should see him when he's serious at work...

ah and so... takamiya,together with nagase of cuz goes on to face more challenges and re-develop feelings for each other again...

ah.. sounds cliche? a little... but it's really very funny.. especially when fukuyama does such a great job portraying nagase ( his style's very much like hugh grant... really.).. who's really a flirt.. going to all those parties with some pretty air-stewardess (japanese men seems to have a fetish for them)...always not doing his job but gets so serious when he's into it.. and staying true to takamiya all the time~ there was a part where takamiya decided to.. use her beauty to get some scoop...nagase found out that the interviewee is really a pervert and goes crazy searching for her(was so touching!!!)... eventually he found her and he punched that pervert.. (nagase himself flew off the ground...literally. imagine that...) i was so touched! cuz i've never seen anyone punch someone til they fly out themselves!

ah...my dream guy. i like fukuyama masaharu cuz he's good-looking.. but he's not the... totally out-of-reach kind like takuya kimura and takeshi kaneshiro. and matsushima nanako is sooooo pretty~~~~~

nice show. i'll watch it again. haha...

and.. nice layout by blogger~~ i feel so good posting my blog. haha and writing it.

anyway.. the two lines at the beginning was from nagase.. telling takamiya to lean on him cuz she's so used to be so strong and doing everything herself..

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww......so sweet...

listening to: tokyo ska paradise orchestra -- ginga to meiro

it's all in your mind

when pride builds me up til i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through?

i have a bitch for a sister. someone tell me why i deserve this. we fought just now for the computer.. she hogs it so much and yet refuses to pay for me. f--king bitch.

apparently i must have done a lot of bad things in my previous life to get something like this.
oh dear god.. i promise i'll be good from now on.

ah... the wonder of weiqi. i've yet to really master it.. i feel so demoralized cuz i lost every single game at class. well.. i still can't do things like.. keep my mind in peace... and foresight stuffs. i just can't...i guess i need a lot more of training.. so as to calm my mind ... be at peace during a game. and i look forward to activities in the nus weiqi sub-club.. guess that's where i can really play go... haha

my stomach's in a mess now.. a prata wrap and a chicken pie later... i had to go to the washroom.. and.. no prize for guessing what happened there. haha.. i regret it now.. cuz eeeewwwwww.. i feel so bloated and.. oily. yucks.

i'm going to start on my japanese drama... antique tomorrow... it stars takizawa hideaki.. naohito fujiki... and kipei shiina... ah... all good actors... ah.. kipei shiina ain't really droolsome material like the other two.. but he's got the kinda face that just grows on you....haha.. i'm looking forward to it...

listening to: nothing... my speakers' off.

last boy

run so hard til you cough up blood.
hold the bat til you've got calluses on your hands.
only then will you feel at ease.

ah... and that came from a japanese movie ping pong starring yusuke kubozuka, arata and sam lee. well.. the title says it all.. it's about table tennis... and that line was spoken from a guy.. explaining how everyone should put what they've got all into what they wanna do... if you are runner.. then run til you cough blood. if you are table-tennis player.. then play til you got calluses on your hands...pretty inspiring isn't it? before watching the show.. i couldn't understand why yusuke kubozuka is so hot in japan.. he ain't a super pretty boy or anything like that. but after the whole thing... i finally know.

bad boy. his whole presence just screams "bad boy"... his smile is so cocky yet... inviting.. ah... the wonder of versatility.

anyway... my whole body is aching.

the dishwashing job strained me til 5 in the morning and for the first time in my life.. i find good food disgusting. cleaning the kitchen... never realizing a restaurant kitchen could get THIS big... clean the toilets even... the wedding venue... EVERYTHING. i was reeking of chili by the time i ended... 9 straight hours on feet... ah..

what an experience. i may do it again.. but.. what an experience.

i bought a tee from sameul & kevin yesterday... a flagship store with f4 modeling for them. i'm ain't a fan of theirs.. but the giant ad at the entrance featuring vanness and ken just got me. cuz vanness look so good inside.

ah....

listening to: supercar -- yumegiwa last boy(ping pong ost/high vision)