yamakasi

... a wonderful french film directed by luc besson.

i happened to catch it on tv today.. and boy was it good!! i mean.. i've never watched such an interesting and exciting show in a long time... it's so different from the typical hollywood blockbuster... sometimes.. .european shows have much more depth and creativity in their shows.

yamakasi is about.. 7 men who LOVES to do stunts... they climb high-rise residential apartments and are all over the place. this really pissed off the chief of the police department cuz they are so hard to get. the brother of a friend of those 7 men needed a heart operation but couldn't afford. these men then decided to use their "talents".. break into houses and help raise the money.

the procedure is exciting and totally fast-paced. these guys can really move! they jump through windows... climb over EVERYTHING... and hop from buildings to buildings... nothing stops them! and there was a part where they were in this house... when the cops came... and it's sooooo exciting... they didn't get caught and not only that.. .they almost emptied the house of everything valuable... right under the cops' nose!!! and the last part where they were caught... it was ingenious of luc besson to cut-and-paste their absolutely OUTTA THIS WORLD statement to the police on why exactly they were in the house. hilarious!

and yes.. there was this unexpected eye-candy... a guy in the show called oliver chen.. he looks asian.. and the credits show his name.. to be pretty... complicated. i gather he must be a vietnamese or something .. judging from the name. he got this really boyish look.. and his escape from the cops with a fellow mate was the MOST exciting!!!

ah... i love european shows... yamakasi....amelie....marlena...life is beautiful....give them to me anytime~!!!

listening to: avril lavigne -- i'm with you

whoosh

... and there goes my money.

i busted over 60 bucks today and i'm totally hurt.43 on a rugged tee... something which i've been looking for for a long time....and i finally found it at mango today! got a cool hip-hop feel to it. .. haha... the rest was spent on shoes... well.. those were the exact ones avis lent me... i loved it so much i finally bought one myself! haha....

welll.. payday's on friday... i can't wait.. but there isn't anything i wanna buy right now... except... some emily strange merchandise...but that's so damn bloody hard to find in singapore!! can anyone tell me where i can get emily strange's keychains? online probably.. outside singapore would be fine... please help~~~!!

every morning i'm dying.. piano's on at 11.00pm.... the hotelier's at 12.00.... this is killing me... but i must be strong and hang on. and this cycle is continuing later... i'm dead.

i'm going for hip-hop dance classes... in a desperate bid to lose weight. i can't stand normal exercising.. at least i learn something in a dance class.i 'm just wondering HOW the hell i'm going to dance with so many people.

just shoot me.

listening to: avril lavigne -- losing grip

why should i care?

cuz you don't care. so why should i even think about it?

someone take me home. cuz i can't stay outside myself anymore. i need a place to take me... words to soothe me.. warmth to revive me... all the rain and wind are cutting my senses.... they are hurting and cruel.

so where are you? take me home.. or get me away from here.
don't let me die here... i don't know who you will be.. but just take me away.
before i wither in the wind..

stay with me... just stay with me. u don't have to say a word. your presence speaks volumes.
but you're not here with me.

tell me that i can pull through this. tell me that you can accept me ... as me.
tell me that you will always be around. tell me that u'll fight away my pain and fears.
tell me that no one will hurt you while you're around. tell me that u won't ever leave.
but you're not here with me.

you're not here with me.

listening to: avril lavigne -- losing grip

x-men

... i've watched it for the second time.. and boy do i love rogue's streak of white hair... it looks better than storm's entirely-white hair...and it's cheaper to do rogue's if i really want it.. i think i'll look crazy if i do it. hahaha...

and i realized i'm contradicting myself. a part of me always says ... i don't wanna be different... i wanna be just like everyone else... normal.. equal and basically... just the same. but yet another part of me says... i wanna be different.. i wish i could just be like a mutant.. with powers and everything... with something that normal people won't and can't have. i've always wanted to be a witch... to be able to do some really special things and control some part of life... mine and others. heck... i even have my own Book of Shadows...filled with spells and potion-making lists. i actually went to do it.

so.. what do i want ? normal.. or different? i don't know... i can't stand being outcast as different... but i hate to be just like everyone else either. i can't make up my mind. or maybe i just wanna be different in a ... a way that is never possible.

what the hell am i talking about?

listening to: sugababes -- shape