Monday, May 12, 2003

fight club

a wonderful....all blood...all gore...all violently beautiful.

it stars brad pitt and edward norton and the violence and idea behind the show... just makes me cringe. but i still enjoyed it. it's exactly what i will warp into. sooner or later.

it tells the story of this man (edward norton)... with a friend, tyler (brad pitt). they started this fighting club... for people who are pretty much losers in every aspects of their life to whack the hell out of each other... to get that complete satisfaction out of seeing your opponent in blood... and looking as bad as terrible can bring your imagination. blood spills like it's free....well, technically .. it is free... but.. .you get what i mean. they engage in this "project mayhem" shit and u see tyler as a really violent guy who loves to terrorize everyone. there's a helluva quotable quotes from the show.. but 99.99% contains the f-word. i'll trying to not be crude so i'd better not show them here...

back to the story.. the "project mayhem" is basically a move to destroy buildings in the city... so... there goes all the violent stuffs... and one day.. edward norton wakes up ... and realize....voila!!! he's a schizo. there's no such person as tyler.. he's just an imagination on the former's part. and thus, he was THE one who punched up everyone... he even punched himself... and once again.. VOILA! the last scene shows the buildings being destroyed and he told his girlfriend...

you met me at a very strange time of my life.

well said.. the last part... while he was trying to confront brad pitt... was EXCELLENT. brad pitt was holding a gun at him...but since brad pitt was imaginary.. the gun was actually in his own hands. he realized that... and put it into his mouth. and he said..."my eyes are open." ... and shot himself!!!

the director was so cool.. you could see the gun go off in his mouth.. the impact that sent blood out of the back of his brain. totally... cool.... i mean.. this is a good show... please watch it if u have the chance.

one day.. i think i will end up joining something like that too.. you fight til you could fight no more... you fight til blood spews out everywhere...your mouth... your eyes... your head.. .your limbs...

pain is what you use to confirm your existence.

listening to: b.a.d -- huang hou zhi ge

Sunday, May 11, 2003

queen

if i should write a song about you
where should i start?
how long will it be before i'm willing to end?

a thousand or perhaps a million words would not be enough
to describe how your gentleness soothe my distraught
so many times i go beyond your sleeves in the wind
so that i can catch hold of your hand

if i should write a song about you
where should i start?
how long will it be before i'm willing to end?

you are the queen
the queen of me
tonight

i sail in the river of your eyes
towards your heart
but i can see within what you are trying to hide
your memories of him

i leave that alone
how do i chase out the sorrow in your eyes
so that you can see me?

if i should write a song about you
where should i start?
how long will it be before i'm willing to end?

you are a queen
a queen of me
a queen of me
tonight

listening to: b.a.d -- huang hou zhi ge