it won't stop

... my chemistry cd and my negativity that is. my chemistry cd has been playing non-stop for near one full day now.... and it still won't stop!! i totally hooked to the wonderful album... given that there's really LOTS of trashy albums out there... sometimes i guess... piracy is just something that was born because of all these... nowhere-near-good products. i mean... some artists... they can't sing.. they don't even look that good! but yet they get to have their own cds and everything... the money should be given to support some really good artists who unfortunately... didn't manage to catch the eyes of the record companies with their wonderful talent but lacked in the looks department. so many good artists are lost because of these. wake up companies!!!

i sound bitter, huh?

anyway...i watched the show returner yesterday...starring the ever-swooning takeshi kaneshiro.. and the pixie-lookalike suzuki anne... and well... what can i say?? the show totally sucked. takeshi looked really good inside.. with the matrix-inspired black trench coat and the sexy voice...but that couldn't save the almost non-existent plot. ( it involves aliens...gasp! ) .. looking at suzuki anne just makes me wanna kill myself.. i mean... let's see...she's 15 when she did this show with one of the most eligible bachelor in asia.. and what was i doing when i was 15? man...i was in year 3 of my pathetic secondary school... juggling my orchestra commitments and studies ... and obviously didn't do a good job out of it.. .and was fat and pathetic (well i still am now)... and even now...when i'm 19...things just got worst... and that brings me to one of my favourite japanese artiste...mika nakashima. she's 19 now and was singing at the 53rd Kouhaku Uta Gassen!!

someone kill me.

yesterday night.. i watched for the first time... a full episode of frasier and in a long time...whose line is it anyway. and boy did i laugh!! whose line is it anyway has always been a favourite but it's irritating that the tv station always puts it at some... crazy times... good thing it's on a saturday or i'll die from lack of sleep.

talking about death due to tv... i guess it really is coming soon. my favourite korean drama the hotelier is finally re-running on tv... i missed a whole lot of it and how i regret it.. .but it's at 11.30pm on weekdays! i can imagine all the pain i have to go through when i wake up in the morning ... dragging myself out of bed.

whoever is there... bless me.

listening to: chemistry -- back together again