lady luck

...is not on my side. i had this... crazy urge to make some cookies today... but hell.. things go wrong much when you least expect them too! i prepared my flour... my butter... and while wanting to add the egg halfway through mixing... i realized i didn't have any eggs at home! i was TOTALLY pissed... cuz when i didn't need them... eggs were like the... item that has the most abundance in my bloody kitchen! and thus... i had to go to some... deserted store to get them .. and when i got there... " so sorry.. we've run out of eggs..maybe you wanna try the store at the other block? " .... i SWEAR i almost screamed at the poor man for not selling eggs ... but being the "inplosive" person i am... i just smiled and walked off...cursing and swearing in me.

thanks to the korean dramas i've watched recently...i've gotten the habit.. of having that... if you've watched enough...you'll realize that the females inside..always have this standard look whenever they are angry or pissed.. or basically just feeling bloodily bad. i can't believe i'm having the same reaction... but that's not the point.

while walking back home...with that expression on my face... i almost slipped into a drain! I CAN'T BELIEVE MY LUCK!!!! by this time.. i was about to smash my eggs on the neigbouring cars...start screaming at the top of my lungs... look like a total crazy woman and be prepared to get locked up for at least a night in the police post for misbehaviour. right... but i was still rational enough to come back... dump the eggs into the mixture and prepare to clean up a huge mess..

and yes.. while the others didn't happen. .. the huge mess does exist. it's still in my kitchen.. my mum's nagging at me to clean it up .. but i can't leave my comfort zone in front of my keyboard. and the thought of battling with the gooey mixture...the greasy butter just gives the headache. but if i don't go any sooner.. my mum's nagging with probably blow my brain... literally.

anyway...work was a chore. i almost fell asleep at my desk.. and had to rely on zetti to keep me awake. we shared ghost stories and ghastly encounters...and i realized that i'm that fortunate to encounter a lot of such stuffs. lucky me (fingers crossed). and today..irene's friend whom i totally DISLIKED threw tantrums ...again. we were sitting together when she suddenly stood up.. bang her chair and walked off. what was that?! a display of anti-social attitude? right... and i was silently betting she'll come back in a while.. since her attitude won't bring her far... and bingo! she was back in less than half an hour. that was a very lowly act... considering that i would hold her in higher esteem if she held on with her act and NOT return. too bad.. she diminished that little hope of me not condemning her. burn in hell.

i'm bored...i got news that me.. irene and karyen they all will most probably be given the sack in the next couple of weeks. great.. i've been waiting so that i can officially stay at home and slack and rebut my mum..." but mum... i wanted to work! it's just that they're not giving me the chance to do so!"

right.

listening to : blue -- she told me