colors

i've been happy for too long.
thus it's justified to fall into despair again.
i've tried.
i tried holding onto the edge.
i tried not to look down.
i tried not to fall.
but i did.
and it's not my fault.

what's the colour of desperation?
black?
i suppose... for it's the only colour i can identify.

what's the meaning of life?
to fall down... then to climb up.
to fall down.. then climb up.
it repeats.. over and over again.
never ending. never stops.
is that the meaning of life??

listening to: beethoven -- moonlight sonata