i'm coping

...how well i'm doing.. i dare not evaluate..

i'm coping with my differences from everyone else.
i have nothing while they do. that made me inbalance for a while... or maybe... for most parts of my life.
i won't say i've let go of that realization. i can only comment that.. i don't hold on that tightly to it anymore.
my hands are hurting from the grip... it's time to let go a little.. isn't it?

i'm learning not to regret anything .. and everything that i do.
for i realized... that even if i should go back in time... i won't budge a bit.
i won't do something else.. i won't choose something different.

so why hang on to something that will never change?
since it won't... move on..

i try to smile to myself more.
and one fine day.. i'll be strong.

i will be.
or die trying.

listening to: flame -- remind