tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53242512011-04-21T13:35:05.595-07:00deep riverthe colours are glowing the scent has developed they are in full bloom you are mine i have love now the world is complete i'm so happy... so happy they are in full bloomjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.comBlogger521100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-56937159177742013002008-01-21T22:02:00.001-08:002008-01-21T22:02:16.186-08:00testingjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1087993292354384722004-06-23T05:21:00.000-07:002004-06-23T05:21:32.353-07:00testing commentsjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1067782689026508702003-11-02T06:18:00.000-08:002003-11-02T06:18:22.170-08:00ÕâÊÇÒ»¸öÊÔÑé¡£jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1059314393083623122003-07-27T06:59:00.000-07:002003-07-27T06:59:52.850-07:00i have to declare..this diary is a gonerjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1058277928873633032003-07-15T07:05:00.000-07:002003-07-15T07:05:28.840-07:00night blindness
can the darkness of the night get any darker?
so that the lights by the streets can be seen
the silence of the city...can it get any more silent?
so that you can hear my weak cry for help
why is it that... when evening comes...
i feel more lonely?
it puts the way to your arms out of sight
waiting for the sound of your footsteps to give me life
my night blindness...can never jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1058027782516388922003-07-12T09:36:00.000-07:002003-07-12T09:36:22.426-07:00simple and clean
when you walk away
you don't hear me say.. please...
oh..baby..don't go
ah... the theme song of kingdom hearts sung by utada hikaru...
the game is killing me.. it's harder than ff8 (which i haven't really finished) cuz it involves real-time battle.. that means.. no taking turns in attacking enemies.. and wait.. all enemies spring on you at the same time.. and voila! i died jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1057825849687587612003-07-10T01:30:00.000-07:002003-07-11T03:37:42.740-07:00kou kou kyoushi (high school teacher)
.. a 280+ page chinese book... fully written vertically in traditional chinese which i finished in one shot yesterday night... written by a japanese reowned novelist, nojima shinji.
it almost drove me to tears.
no..it wasn't a particularly touching story. it's not even a love story.. to me. after reading the whole book.. i just feel.. disgusted and jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1057741736521381402003-07-09T02:08:00.000-07:002003-07-09T02:08:56.500-07:00ah.... nice
i bought a playstation 2 last week. and i haven't got any games yet... except...
finding nemo.
surprisingly.. it's not an easy game. in other words.. it's hard. right... i can see myself spending years on games like kingdom hearts and final fantasy now. pathetic me.
rpg.. what a challenge.
i've started a chinese diary... cuz i've realized that i can express myself better in jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1057307121489664532003-07-04T01:25:00.000-07:002003-07-04T01:25:21.463-07:00naze(why)
ever get the kind of feeling where you realized that you don't deserve to be leading the good.. or so it seems...life that you are leading? when you see someone suffering and there's nothing you can do and you just feel like... you don't deserve everything that you have? ever felt like the world around you is changing and you are still in your comfort zone, unable to take a step out? jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1057206812707370402003-07-02T21:33:00.000-07:002003-07-02T21:33:32.713-07:00game no na wa...yuukai (name of the game....kidnap)
ah...and that's a detective novel by a japanese author, higashino keigo. well...i've heard about this book and this author because the above mentioned book is going to be adapted into a full-feature film starring naohito fujiki (!!!!) and yukie nakama, a female actress whom i've grown to like quite a bit. and reading from all the synopsis... i jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1057060746939543762003-07-01T04:59:00.000-07:002003-07-01T04:59:06.730-07:00youthful days
well.. i've been hesitating to come write in my blog cuz i wanted to wait til i finish my latest japanese drama, antique before coming here...
i'm now finishing the show... 3 more discs to go and it's over... and til now.. i've been enjoying the show entirely... totally... absolutely! the fact that it's adapted from a comic makes the whole show very very interesting cuz of how jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1056870879617521022003-06-29T00:14:00.000-07:002003-06-29T00:14:39.590-07:00you are not alone
there is some fiction in your truth...
and some truth in your fiction.
to find out the truth, you must risk everything.
how true, how true.
that's probably the only line i understood from the whole nine animations in the much-talked-about feature, the animatrix. i don't know... maybe i haven't been through so many things in life to gain such a perspective on life to actually jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-1056721831415960692003-06-27T06:50:00.000-07:002003-06-27T07:32:59.980-07:00kiss? fight?
you can choose not to do this alone.
you can choose to depend on someone.
ah... i've just finished a japanese drama series...beauty or the best ; kiss? or fight?...well... i'm so glad that my first japanese drama after such a long break is THIS good!
right...since i seldom get to see really wonderful dramas nowadays.. i'm going to spend some time on this... bear with me.. or go jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-960223532003-06-25T10:17:00.000-07:002003-06-25T10:17:59.580-07:00it's all in your mind
when pride builds me up til i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through?
i have a bitch for a sister. someone tell me why i deserve this. we fought just now for the computer.. she hogs it so much and yet refuses to pay for me. f--king bitch.
apparently i must have done a lot of bad things in my previous life to get something like this.
oh dearjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-959377452003-06-22T23:58:00.000-07:002003-06-22T23:58:59.616-07:00last boy
run so hard til you cough up blood.
hold the bat til you've got calluses on your hands.
only then will you feel at ease.
ah... and that came from a japanese movie ping pong starring yusuke kubozuka, arata and sam lee. well.. the title says it all.. it's about table tennis... and that line was spoken from a guy.. explaining how everyone should put what they've got all into what they jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-958681072003-06-20T09:52:00.000-07:002003-06-20T09:52:46.233-07:00not found
i went sightseeing alone.
and ate a lot of nice snacks on the way.
what more can i complain about now?
even when i'm alone...
i hop on the bus.. singing a little song.
because at this time... my heart is dead.
ah... .my dishwashing job starts tomorrow.. i'm pretty excited... cuz i've never done something like that before...
got a deal... serve at istana.. ah.. i don't know.
it seems jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-957958722003-06-18T09:33:00.000-07:002003-06-18T09:33:31.243-07:00catch you catch me
if i didn't had to go through so much...
how would i be able to get to you?
ah.... i was watching yuyu hakusho & rurouni kenshin...falling in love with kurama and kenshin all over again... while appreciating my new feelings for aoshi.. ho ho .. if you don't get what i'm saying... you most probably won't.. it's alright. haha...
the two shows focus a lot on friendships betweenjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-957803532003-06-17T22:15:00.000-07:002003-06-17T22:15:41.853-07:00those flowers
the sound of those laughters reminded me of my flowers
they quietly bloom at the corner of my life
i once thought i would stay by his side forever
today... we are all on different paths.
they must have grown old...
where are they?
just like that... we are on our different paths.
oh... how i miss her.
is she still blooming?
go...go..
they are all blown away by the breeze.
the jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-957202312003-06-16T09:03:00.000-07:002003-06-16T09:03:57.730-07:00under
under the umbrella.
there stands one person called... me.
the rain.. it transform into a melody.
relating a story unseen... some tragedy.
like the short encounter with the umbrella.
standing still.. not moving.
letting the rain combine with my breath.
it felt so sudden.. this wet weather.
like something before.
it was raining that day.jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-957198822003-06-16T08:55:00.000-07:002003-06-16T08:55:34.403-07:00in full bloom
it's glowing in its own colours.
the scent has developed.
they are in full bloom.
recently.. i have this thing about flowers especially in songs.. now that i'm beginning to start writing lyrics again.. i'm trying to incorporate this idea into them... but well.. i guess i still need quite a bit of hard work to write something nice... to get into the stage of "hiding in the night".jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-956616402003-06-14T07:59:00.000-07:002003-06-14T07:59:29.853-07:00hiding in the night
i'm hiding in the night...
crying secretly.
i'm hiding in the night...
thinking of you secretly.
heaven knows i love you so.
and thus... it won't let me anywhere near you.
i know myself the best...
and thus... i promised to keep my distance.
heaven knows you love me too.
and thus... it chose to punish you in this way...
letting me exist in your world...
but not allowing us jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-956343762003-06-13T09:45:00.000-07:002003-06-13T09:45:39.460-07:00leaving memories..summer
i love you so much.. i dare not tell you.
for i'm afraid i'll die if i do.
no... i'm not daunted by death itself.
i'm just scared that if i should die... there'll be no one who loves you as much as i do.
you know... how memories of a particular summer.. most likely the last one in your teenage years leave such memories in your life.. that it will often bring back on a jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-955937822003-06-12T08:54:00.000-07:002003-06-12T08:56:59.000-07:00good luck
i cut my hair. i look like a doll now. an ugly one.
it still smells of the chemicals for dyeing.
and tomorrow is my last day at work.
hahaha!!!
actually.. i don't wanna quit so soon. school starts in more than a month... what am i going to do during this period of time? i need the cold hard cash for everything.. and now.. i lose it. i hate giving tuition (commitment-phobia)... but jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-955542922003-06-11T09:27:00.000-07:002003-06-11T09:34:46.000-07:00bad hair day
i heard about you.
and i felt nothing.
i'm surprised.
everyday is a bad hair day.
my hair is flying in all directions... my forehead's too high and my present hairstyle ain't complimenting it.
this is a BIG problem.
but i'm cutting it.
after much struggle.. i've finally decided to cut it.
i would love to keep it long.. and do the so-in-trend ceramic perm.. .but.. that'll take mejinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-955101402003-06-10T08:50:00.000-07:002003-06-10T08:50:35.710-07:00simple and clean
wish i could prove i love you.
but does that mean i have to walk on water?
i hate my work.
this is...CERTAIN. been assigned new jobs today.. and boy does it suck.
and i won't go into it la huh... cuz... it makes me wanna die.
and i will quit by this week... heck.. even if school starts next year.. i'm not giving a damn anymore.
and.. ta da da da da da...i'm officially in lovejinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-954623122003-06-09T06:13:00.000-07:002003-06-09T06:13:07.666-07:00kimi wo omou (i'm thinking of you)
does it exist?
the beautiful world you often told me about.
will you bring me there?
i'm beginning to love work.
serious.
my supervisor's a real sweetie now... giving us chocolate treats now and then. and she was the reason we wanted to quit earlier. haha... now i just wanna work longer cuz i heard school starts only in august...think about all the money i'm jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-954075872003-06-07T09:39:00.000-07:002003-06-07T09:39:31.160-07:00with or without you
what is it that you're looking for?
i don't have it here with you.
so quit.
busted 230 bucks on a new md player today!!! this feels so great... yet bloody at the same time. my heart is screaming with joy.. while my wallet is tearing in sorrow. but.. well.. the player's drop dead gorgeous.. and plain beautiful. i LOVE it.
i'm still feeling lost. i don't know why.
because i'mjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-953731422003-06-06T08:19:00.000-07:002003-06-06T08:19:07.276-07:00colors
i've been happy for too long.
thus it's justified to fall into despair again.
i've tried.
i tried holding onto the edge.
i tried not to look down.
i tried not to fall.
but i did.
and it's not my fault.
what's the colour of desperation?
black?
i suppose... for it's the only colour i can identify.
what's the meaning of life?
to fall down... then to climb up.
to fall down.. then climb up.
jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-953300402003-06-05T08:19:00.000-07:002003-06-05T08:19:08.643-07:00moonlight sonata
she opened her eyes...but she could virtually nothing.
she was surrounded by mist and silence.
absolute silence.
she could only hear the sound of her own breath.
her heartbeat.
she felt weak... and drained.
she could not even move.
"you're finally here."
a voice... gentle like a breeze sweeps through the mist to reach her.
it took her by alarm... but yet she could not who jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-952829752003-06-04T06:48:00.000-07:002003-06-04T06:48:10.280-07:00stem
There's a door here, but it will not break
There's a stone there, but it won’t remain
Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait
And the lies there, the scent of it , just too much
So should you,
Sow it once and make it grow,
The sweet clematis
Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold
Instantly things fall and fade,
Return to silence
Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful?jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-952424622003-06-03T09:19:00.000-07:002003-06-03T09:22:36.000-07:00ureshii... desu ka?
so tell me.
are you happy now?
are you as happy as i suppose you are?
are you as happy as you claim?
or you are just putting on a strong front?
so tell me.
are you happy now?
to see me not plunging into the depths of desperation and despair.
to see me not holding on to a knife...ever prepared to stab myself in the heart.
to see me not standing by the edge... ready to take jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-951256762003-05-31T10:35:00.000-07:002003-05-31T10:35:25.060-07:00eki
the rain won't stop.
the wind won't stop.
it seems so far away....that certain place which i want to go.
wasn't it just a few stops away?
why does it seem like it's far beyond my reach?
the train passed me by....
in and out... everyone is moving pass me.
but i stay still...
what am i waiting for?
who am i waiting for?
do you have somewhere you want to go?
have your route been planned?
jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-950356812003-05-29T07:52:00.000-07:002003-05-29T07:52:15.780-07:00new paradise
somebody is crying in the sky
somebody is lost in this night
how do i grab hold of the sky?
there's no answer .. no way to follow
will this road lead to my new paradise?
it was as if the answer was everywhere
and could be reached by holding out my hand
changed my mind and wanted to face it
by i walked into a maze and started again
couldn't see the crash of my emotions
there's only jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-949887822003-05-28T07:00:00.000-07:002003-05-28T07:00:29.663-07:00i'm coping
...how well i'm doing.. i dare not evaluate..
i'm coping with my differences from everyone else.
i have nothing while they do. that made me inbalance for a while... or maybe... for most parts of my life.
i won't say i've let go of that realization. i can only comment that.. i don't hold on that tightly to it anymore.
my hands are hurting from the grip... it's time to let go a jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-947887052003-05-23T08:13:00.000-07:002003-05-23T08:13:03.580-07:00flower
she's hiding in the garden...thinking it over.
wearing a flowery dress...
as if flowers were her amour.
she buried all her weaknesses.
and picked up confidence
washed herself off all burdens and dried...
you can see me now... she said
planning to let you see the face of perfection once more
before erasing herself from all memories
i will fall in love again then she said
when the jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-945792642003-05-19T06:29:00.000-07:002003-05-19T06:54:37.000-07:00neon genesis evangelion
now..i'll get into details. it's as confusing as confusing can get. but trust me... if u like stories with dark themes... you'll love this. here goes... avis... i think you'll like it leh~~~
AD 2015. 15 years has passed since the Second Impact. ( that's a major catastrophe which happened in AD 2000 when the ice caps at the antartic melted. well.. it was actually createdjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-945374872003-05-18T08:04:00.000-07:002003-05-18T08:04:35.290-07:00nagisa kaoru
a perfect representation of me in the anime world.
i stayed over at suzanne's place and watched neon genesis evangelion for the first time.. and it really got into me.. i won't try to explain what it's all about... cuz i don't really get it either... but i fell totally in love in him/her... no gender specified... cuz kaoru's supposedly an angel...
the story.. as usual... involvesjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-942051602003-05-12T07:49:00.000-07:002003-05-12T07:49:58.000-07:00fight club
a wonderful....all blood...all gore...all violently beautiful.
it stars brad pitt and edward norton and the violence and idea behind the show... just makes me cringe. but i still enjoyed it. it's exactly what i will warp into. sooner or later.
it tells the story of this man (edward norton)... with a friend, tyler (brad pitt). they started this fighting club... for people who are jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-941472962003-05-11T06:35:00.000-07:002003-05-11T06:35:29.770-07:00queen
if i should write a song about you
where should i start?
how long will it be before i'm willing to end?
a thousand or perhaps a million words would not be enough
to describe how your gentleness soothe my distraught
so many times i go beyond your sleeves in the wind
so that i can catch hold of your hand
if i should write a song about you
where should i start?
how long will it be before jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-941019792003-05-10T06:05:00.000-07:002003-05-10T06:05:15.976-07:00yamakasi
... a wonderful french film directed by luc besson.
i happened to catch it on tv today.. and boy was it good!! i mean.. i've never watched such an interesting and exciting show in a long time... it's so different from the typical hollywood blockbuster... sometimes.. .european shows have much more depth and creativity in their shows.
yamakasi is about.. 7 men who LOVES to do stunts...jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-939275042003-05-07T07:10:00.000-07:002003-05-07T07:11:16.000-07:00whoosh
... and there goes my money.
i busted over 60 bucks today and i'm totally hurt.43 on a rugged tee... something which i've been looking for for a long time....and i finally found it at mango today! got a cool hip-hop feel to it. .. haha... the rest was spent on shoes... well.. those were the exact ones avis lent me... i loved it so much i finally bought one myself! haha....
welll.. jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-937950272003-05-05T05:02:00.000-07:002003-05-05T05:02:33.450-07:00why should i care?
cuz you don't care. so why should i even think about it?
someone take me home. cuz i can't stay outside myself anymore. i need a place to take me... words to soothe me.. warmth to revive me... all the rain and wind are cutting my senses.... they are hurting and cruel.
so where are you? take me home.. or get me away from here.
don't let me die here... i don't know who youjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-937453452003-05-04T06:53:00.000-07:002003-05-04T06:53:33.000-07:00x-men
... i've watched it for the second time.. and boy do i love rogue's streak of white hair... it looks better than storm's entirely-white hair...and it's cheaper to do rogue's if i really want it.. i think i'll look crazy if i do it. hahaha...
and i realized i'm contradicting myself. a part of me always says ... i don't wanna be different... i wanna be just like everyone else... normal.. jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-937386462003-05-03T23:43:00.000-07:002003-05-03T23:44:56.000-07:00it won't stop
... my chemistry cd and my negativity that is. my chemistry cd has been playing non-stop for near one full day now.... and it still won't stop!! i totally hooked to the wonderful album... given that there's really LOTS of trashy albums out there... sometimes i guess... piracy is just something that was born because of all these... nowhere-near-good products. i mean... some artists.jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-936542062003-05-02T08:12:00.000-07:002003-05-02T08:12:15.803-07:00kimi wo sagashiteta
... and that's i'd been searching for you in japanese... by my favourite japanese duo, Chemistry. i just bought their cd after a long time ( i don't know why the hell i was deliberating all this while...it deserves my spending on it!!!! ) this song is really nice and sweet... no prize for guessing why the full title's kimi wo sagashiteta ~ the wedding song ~... here's a jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-935963162003-05-01T07:39:00.000-07:002003-05-01T07:54:55.000-07:00like a flowing river
... a japanese movie i watched in the afternoon on tv.
the cast was all made up of old men and women.. who surprisingly... looked pretty... good...esp the male and female lead. the lady aged gracefully and is everything i wanna be when i'm 60. one look at the male lead.. and you know he was eye-candy when he's younger. the only young person around in the whole show was jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-935384912003-04-30T09:16:00.000-07:002003-04-30T09:37:17.000-07:00too sad... too soon.
well..yet another two left work today... lynn and sinmi. it wasn't really sad... except that i guess i'll miss sinmi more than i will about lynn... cuz.. well.. hmmm.. .i guess i like sinmi better. i went out with her twice.. and she's just a very nice person... i can feel free to talk about anything with her. but with lynn? hmmm.. it's pretty pressurizing. i ain't dislikingjinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-934712682003-04-29T08:47:00.000-07:002003-04-29T08:49:01.000-07:00in the mood
...for poetry... prose and love... all while munching on my cookies.
how do you know when love has come? i mean.. true love? does it.. hit you in the face and then you just suddenly exclaim in your heart... This IS love! or does it slowly.. silently.. but surely.. creeps into the hidden crackline of your weary heart and blossoms into the prettiest flower a man will ever see in his jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-934012062003-04-28T07:44:00.000-07:002003-04-28T07:44:54.300-07:00lady luck
...is not on my side. i had this... crazy urge to make some cookies today... but hell.. things go wrong much when you least expect them too! i prepared my flour... my butter... and while wanting to add the egg halfway through mixing... i realized i didn't have any eggs at home! i was TOTALLY pissed... cuz when i didn't need them... eggs were like the... item that has the most abundancejinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-933429522003-04-27T07:43:00.000-07:002003-04-27T07:43:33.000-07:00 anger management
...was one helluva class today! man.. what can i say.. i totally love the show. it's not the highest grossing april opening in america's history for no reason! i enjoyed myself from beginning to the end. it was pretty much slapstick humour.. but it wasn't tasteless as the other adam sandler's shows.. like for example.. waterboy. i don't know.. i didn't like that one very much.jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-932977192003-04-26T08:12:00.000-07:002003-04-26T09:09:03.000-07:00for the umpteenth time... my sister has interupted my usage of this computer. damn her... cuz one fine day i'll pull all her hair off.
today i was suppose to go to the ktv lounge with irene, karyen and karen. well... too bad irene wasn't feeling well at the last minute... and thus had to cancel our plans. so i had lunch with my mum and my sister... went to esprit flagship store again....and jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5324251.post-932857192003-04-26T00:20:00.000-07:002003-04-26T09:09:13.000-07:00missed...the chance of getting to know my co-worker before she left the job.
yesterday was the last day for two of my colleagues...well and that's pretty sad... considering that i too want to leave...but am betraying my soul for the sake of notes that will entitle me to material fufilments.
one is a yumin... whom i've never talked to.. or even smiled at for once in the whole of my days there..jinglinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18129808862151522209noreply@blogger.com0